09.12.05
another rainy day musing…
it feels good to be hitting the keys again…lately, blog(ging) has become one of my consolations, a small, simple joy i get to enjoy twice or thrice a week amidst all the workload. there’s something about writing and just letting go of the thoughts in my work-muddled mind. a form of stress reliever, in short. hehe…one of my professors and now, my colleague has remarked about my entries here. thanks! like i said, i need some diversion, a pasttime to engage into when the work gets tough. allow me this sweet diversion…
… even before, writing has always been a great exercise for me. its my refuge, my solace, and most of all, this is where i get to say that im SOMEBODY. and it keeps me sane. yes, it keeps me sane, especially when i have more than just my job to think about… okay, im not going into that again. high school friends reiterated last weekend what many of my other friends (and family) have been telling me about YOU. we cant always have what we want…YOU’re one of them.
…its only here where i get to talk about YOU. i made a solemn promise to myself that YOu’re a forbidden name in my ‘hardcopy’ journal. if im not really so pathetic for YOUr attention, then why would i choose an easily accessible venue for my rantings? Okay, subconscioulsy perhaps, im hoping that You’re reading my entries here and its getting into YOur highly medical mind. stupid, stupid, stupid!!!
… ahh!!! thank God for heavy downpours. it has always been a good excuse for people to go home, have an early night and relax with a good cup of coffee and a good read. simple joys, simple pleasures…better enjoy them while we can.
