11.25.05
sometime when i smiled…
im a normally jolly person, not really an extrovert and a party-goer, but i possess a certain love for fun and good old-natured laughter. we still have the occasional drizzles and rain here, but im through with the moping and the sulking. didnt i tell you this too shall pass?
im not bringing up the topic again, but suffice it to say that its water under the bridge now, or at least, as far as im concerned, it is. my friends still believe i have a lot of baggage to unload, not to mention dreams to let go and realities to accept. but for me, ive slowly learned to stop caring. the rain may trigger the occasional drama and pathetic ramblings, but after that, it also brings with it a renewed, refreshed spirit.
i hope im not making the mistake this time around. i just want to enjoy the company, and the laughter and the smiles this new thing brings. the words certainly brought on a new sense of hope. you make me feel cherished and important. im not investing anything yet, until i know why you came the way you did…
