12.24.05
christmas eve…
its christmas eve…the whole place is buzzing with the christmas cheer. they say its the hard times, but hey, everyone seems to be on a shopping spree these days. hmm…what a celebration…
… i dont want to dampen the christmas spirit. everyone seems to be enjoying it and looking forward to the celebration, even if they say life is tough these days. i guess, no matter what happens, we should always be thankful for our small blessings. christmas, it seems, is our little benediction, a saving grace, a time to stop worrying for once and enjoy the fact that we are alive. okay, this is the melodramatic clarisse again.
… im enjoying the break. yes, i have a mountain of papers to check, but i relegated them to the bottom pile of my table. that’s something i gotta do next week. i just want to enjoy a five-day respite from work and anything that has to do with school.
… looks like Santa wouldnt grant me that christmas wish ive been asking him for. well, i guess now is not yet the time for it. i just hope it wouldnt come soooo late in my life, at a time when im too old and too cynical to actually appreciate and believe in it anymore.
… thank you for a wonderful year…thank you for all the blessings. this year may have been a little rocky for me, but i still consider myself blessed. the fact that im alive and celebrating the holidays with my family (even if YOU are not there) is enough for me. i have a lot to be thankful for, afterall.
