02.19.06
release
ohhhh, such bittersweet experience. why am i such a sucker for torture? i should have known i cant do it. i keep on inflicting the same pain and the same misery on myself. and yes, i know i’ve told myself that i need to let YOU go. darn. now, i cant even stop myself from wondering and thinking about that ‘one’ who’s making YOU happy right now. i cant be like her. yeah, i certainly dont have her looks, her body, and i dont have the things YOU obviously share with her.
… release…
