08.05.06

umuulan kasi

Posted in Uncategorized at 3:41 am by cla-uplb

ive been trying to fight it, this insane desire to write another entry. but its raining and im so tired of lying on my bed and staring at the ceiling and debating with myself the wisdom of texting him or not. so im going write this one instead.

a friend told me how my blog entries became a ‘major hit’ (if i may be allowed to use the term) with his officemates. hehehe… to all of you: i don’t know if it was just an exaggeration, but thanks for the appreciation! its quite hard to take in, the idea that there’s a bunch of people who enjoyed reading my blog entries, given the fact that i dont even know them. but thank you. you don’t know what it did for my ego. (PS: thank you for the offer, and jeff and i were laughing about it, considering that its a flattering offer for someone who doesn’t have a lovelife. but id have to turn it down. im afraid my heart’s already taken. wehehehehehehe… )

perhaps this is part of my mission in this world — make people laugh with my entries, inspire them to read in fast food literature fashion, and share the daily ramblings of my not-so important life. geez, we’re getting dramatic here again. but if this is what im meant to do, then so be it. id better be good at this…

…on other things, between my second and third paragraphs, ive reached a conclusion to that debate i had with myself earlier. the resolution: no text messages. no news or tv reports either. gotta be in control. can’t afford to let this insanity get the better of me. because if i do something again, i just might find myself at the receiving end of his PITY. and that’s something i never want to subject myself to.

till the next inspiration strikes!

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