09.10.06

sunday madness

Posted in Uncategorized at 4:08 am by cla-uplb

hay naku! ang buhay nga naman! naloloka ako sa mga gagawin. syempre, kasalanan ko na rin dahil wala akong ginawa nung nakaraang weekend kaya nag-pile up tuloy yung mga scripts at mga tapes at reports sa mesa ko ngaun. hindi ko tuloy alam kung ano ang uunahin. shucks!

mahirap mag-concentrate ngayong mga panahong ito. maliban sa work, andyan ang isyu ng kung tama ba ang ginagawa kong pagkaloko sa isang tao na hindi ko dapat pagkalokohan. ang hirap naman! the ‘prince’ is so right, yet the circumstances make it so wrong. how could a princess get out of this muddled mess and have a happy ending? kapag maging honest ka kasi, hindi mo din naman alam kung saan ka pupulutin. rejection’s a good teacher. it makes me you take a step back and think about the wisdom of your words and actions. siguro, hihintayin ko na lang matapos ang lahat ng ka-windangan ng sem na ito. kung para naman sayo yan, ibibigay yan ni Lord eh. kung hindi, eh di hindi. basta, don’t let yourself be carried away by the sweet words and the smile and the intense gaze. if he’s for you, he will persist.

kelangan ko lang talaga magsulat. the walls of my room were becoming a silent witness to my agony and i suddenly got this claustrophobic feeling. writing’s a good release. it keeps me focused.

till then… ;-)



3 Comments »

  1.    ' cHecHeL' said,

    September 11, 2006 at 6:29 pm

    ma’am cla…^_^
    im one of ur avid readers…and honestly, na-enjoy ko po every word na nsa blog mo…
    more blogs to come po!
    god bless!and in fairness, galing mo na po mag-tagalog! hehe.

  2.    Itche said,

    September 14, 2006 at 7:39 am

    hi cla, i can relate on SOooo many levels…

    my experience has taught me (still is teaching me), whatever it is — it will pass…

    am one of ur readers too… ehehe

  3.    Daphne said,

    November 21, 2006 at 7:01 am

    wow buti ka pa naeenjoy mo.. ako naman nachachallenge.. kailangan may dictionary na katabi..>.<
    cge lang ate cla, blog lng ng blog… para di boring friendster! hehe

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